Know Me Well

I have known change, only love is still lovely and the sun still rises in the east, wherever I open my eyes, I see the price.
Feel my pain, feel my sorrow, and feel it cut through my heart like a sharp knife through the neck of a cow.
You possess my heart like a god, I owe you endless praises.

Let's live our lives with the idea that we are left with one day only and today is that one day. Let ys stop ignorave saying we will do things tomorrow, let's live our life as if there is no tomorrow. Missing a dozen opportunity does not make one a failure, there are many locked doors and you must try to open the right one. Never give up easily, god will answer our prayers. It takes twelve years from grade one to grade 12, plus tertiary education, but some people give up easily after lookin for a job for only 12 months. So be patient!

I would like to learn to make things right; I have lived my life with lies, pain and hatred. But now I am prepared to take responsibility for the wrongs I have done and say I am sorry to all the people I have hurt. I am ready to start afresh.

My goals are now to serve my community which I have wronged. The sun rises and shines only for us while the world will walk in the dark. What we have created ourselves, only we can tear apart; you'll be my sunshine for my entire life.

If the Correctional Services and Khulisa are placing such a reat trust on my to allow me to be here, I have known change and I am going to change. And the true change is from within me; no one is going to change me, but me!

I have chosen to feel happy, not angry. Happiness is a choice you cannot depend on someone else for. That was the lesson I learned at this stage of my life. I have learned that my happiness depends on me, and not my friend's actions. I learned to choose to be happy, you can choose your emotions, true happiness comes from within. I choose it because that's what I want to experience in my life - I'd rather be happy than be angry. Change is difficult, and does not happen over night.

I have run out of words so I will pit a fullstop at the end of this sentence.

Meshack, Life Sentence Imprisonment at Zonderwater Medium A