Every minute of every day I see images of what I can do how I can hurt people in every way you can imagine.My true self in life is a small voice screaming in a raging storm of horror trying to keep the sanity, for all he wants is to love someone and have someone love him.
PAIN
Across the fields and through the sky’s
Rides thy demons with thy eyes
Though pain and sorrow is the game.
Just remember they have no shame.
When I was with my ex-fiancee before I was arrested, we always talked about having children and I took that we would have them.
When we have them because on one level I was not sure I could do better than what my father did to me.It’s only now with this course that I realized my fiancée really wanted children badly and I must have hurt her with my being not serious about it.
My picture
My BackgroundI come from a background of physical, emotional and mental abuse which in turn led me to also do the same thing, due to lack of self-esteem I did not carry on with my studies and drifted from job to job, place to place, on the whole I never considered myself good/smart enough to better myself.I worked in the hotel/catering industry and have worked most of the different jobs in the industry from waiter to general manager.
My Goals
My Goals are now to sort myself physically, emotionally and mentally by use of certain programs and to try to find finance so I can further my studies so when I come out of prison I won’t be a burden to the community but a bonus and try to teach troubled people like myself not to destroy themselves like I have done.
My song that love is: Hate me” from Blue October it is a song about how one partner treat their partner badly through violence and how he left her so she can find someone who will love her better, so he asks her to hate so it will make it easier for her to stop loving him and move on.
Thulani
15 yrs imprisonment
Zonderwater Med A
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